Tiara’s Story

I was unfortunately forced to come out about who i was due to someone deciding that, when i was in trouble for a mistake that i should be in more trouble for my sexuality. Which i wasn’t exactly in trouble for it but i was brushed off because my mom 1 didn’t know what pansexual meant and 2 didn’t understand the depths and truths of the LGBTQIA+ community and 3 just didn’t believe me or want to believe me. Her excuse had always been “well you only talk about boys” yeah to you, and that’s all i felt safe expressing my emotions for. Most of the people i told accepted it and never really brought it up again. Almost if they ignore it maybe it won’t be true. I’m comfortable in my own sexuality but i am also kind of sick that just because i appear femme on the outside a lot of the community doesn’t accept who i am on the inside. “you can’t like girls with nails like those” i like to feel pampered and pretty and i’m self conscious about my hands and my nails. So that means i can’t be gay? make it make sense.